老实说从小到大我一直都很不服气！为何你们到现在还是一样的像以前那样偏心！从小到大我也不敢做什么“大事”是因为我知道自己不会像他那样有一块“免死金牌”在手。现在你们明知道他这样做是一个大错，但你们却可以用一句“不然还能怎样”去帮他掩饰这个错。我甚至怀疑你们每晚都找一个借口去说服自己去接受他所做的这一切！慈母多败儿难道你们不明白吗？现在这一切一切都是在告诉我要完完全全的靠自己，因为这里只是一个让我留宿的地方我是不完全属于这里的！想要得到的就得靠自己双手去争取。因为如果犯错的人是我我想我会被赶出这个家。但我保证我决不会犯这样的错。突然感觉自己就像一只受伤的野兽，惟有相信自己才能保命的活下去！

year 2009 is going to end in this few days,during this year i have been undergone a lot of unhappy and also unhappy experience. after this experience i feel i have growth. i realise what is really important for me and i really want. although a lot of sad in this year but i still feel glad to have such kind of experience. now everybody is looking for 2010 to feel better than this year.
recently a lot of relative came to my house to visit my mother. when they see me sure the first thing to ask is where my gf? when i answer them i am single now they all feel shock and ask me why! i wonder why they feel shock when i told them i didn't have one?

what a bad luck for my family in this few days!!! my mum have been sent to hospital yesterday. after doctors came n checked for her, doctor said my mum need to have a operation in today. i know my mum was so scary n worry after she heard that need to have a operation, n sure she didn't sleep well yesterday! just hope that the operation go smoothly, n after this everything will be ok...

错过你是一辈子的遗憾

分手后还可以做朋友吗? 很好的一个问题! 当然对抛弃人那位这是最好不过了,但对被抛弃那位又怎么样呢?分手后的朋友对被抛弃的人来说简直就是一种俘虏,为何分手后就不能让他把对方彻底的忘记呢？这不就是一个很好的办法吗？难道在某些日子里你还想我想起以前的回忆吗！老实说，现在的我伤心已经不再是因为你了，但却是为了她。。。
错过了就不能再回头吗？多愚蠢的一个问题，明知道答案却还是不停的在问自己。如果真的有那么的一次机会我愿意用一切去换那么的一个机会，就算结果还是一样我也不会后悔。因为让我最后悔的是没去尝试挽留你。。为什么上天要我开始一段不想要的爱情但却让我与自己想爱的擦肩而过。这也不能怪谁，因为做决定的是我自己。我只能够说我选错了该爱的人，而却又放弃了我想爱的！
错过了你真的是我这一辈子的遗憾。。。。。。

每当夜深人静的时候脑海里总是会浮现你的影子。从昨天起就有一种说不出的伤感，一开始我以为有这种感觉是因为即将要和朋友分离一段日子的原因但现在我才知道原来我是不舍得你。我经常问自己为什么总是没勇气主动的找个话提与你聊天，但每当我见到你时都会有一股力量把我想说的话给压下去了。我到底要等到几时才会有这钟勇气把话说出呢？
每当她们谈起关于你的事时我都会说我不在乎，但心里却已经淌着血。为何我有勇气去否认但却没勇气去承认我是很在乎你的呢！以前的你给我的第一个感觉就是;你是一个受保护的动物。因为你有着一个最真的笑容就像世界上的一切烦恼都与你无关那样。也曾经自认为是乐天派的你现在的脸上也已经没以往的那个笑容。现在的你每一个笑容都藏有心计，或许这是做人生存的必要条件。换个角度看或许是你长大了，你不再是一个会依赖的小孩，所以我们也再没理由去为你操心了。只希望受保护的你接下来的路都无风无浪一路走好。。。。。因为无论你再怎么变也永远是我心目中的小公主。。。。。

i will miss u all

i am gonna take my last paper tomorrow, have a little bit feel sad. because after tomorrow we all will going be separate for half year, really miss u all my friends. especially u. take good care for yourself...n hope that next time we meet, we can be a good friends like before. i promise i will never forget u, now n forever..............just hope that we all keep in touch n friendship forever.

just now has a man brought together with his families came to my house n asked my mum where got houses for lend, through his eyes i can see that he feel shame to asking that. i wonder that why in now this 21century still have this "poor" ppl, i'm not laughing at them, but compassion. that man look like a very hardworking person, for me, a hardworking man have no need scare for hunger or homeless. because all this can find through his hardworking. just hope the man can find a house as soon as possible...

2moro is final exam alrdy, last night i still attended a birthday party after that went to "blow water" with friends till mid night. 2days i still got mood to go climb mountain with friends. dunno 2moro how to die..ha ha. just only 3 subject i take in this exam, 2 of that is calculation so i do not feel so scare, just only remain the law. a lot of sekyen n cases name have to memorize. u will cross the bridge when u get to it, everything will be ok.wish everybody can get a good result 2moro, n good luck to u all. god bless u all.

next monday is final la. but i'm still not yet start study. ha ha, but i have to start study 2moro. if not i scare will fail in exam... have to workhard ooOooOooOooOooOooOoo................