CRYSTAL

what u know about crystal? and how deep u realise about it?crystal is something nature in the world.for someone, crystal maybe just only a specious kind of stone,a stone that will shine when contact with light. but for me,crystal is something that can bring me good luck. i am interesting about crystal recently. maybe this all are influence by my friends. actually there have many types of crystals in the world,and different species of crystal got different meaning.
Green=good luck
Pink= for love
violet=study
White=balance
Yellow=career
Tiger eyes=confident
actually i hope to get a pink crystal,but my friend say there is weird for a boy tro wear pink colour.
what's the problem for boy to wear a pink colour?it is weird? i dun think so, but i also follow my friends opinion to abandon this type of colour. ha ha...stupid enough

recently time have become no enough to me,but where my time has goen? i also want to know. haha...maybe i just spent my time for the rubbish things.
i curious that why i has to learn tamadun islam? what a stupid subject!! everytime the period for tamadun islam we also feel bore and try to say somethings nonsense to make each other smile. but i really dun know what the lecturer talking about.
now is the fasting month for all the malay person to "prove" they loyalty to their god. actually this is not related with me at all. but there bring some trouble for us also.

说不出的无奈。。。。

what's wrong with u recently? i really wish to ask u, u look upset n become unhappy. because i have never see u smile so far. u r no longer be the "乐天派"like before. the most precious thing of u is ur smile, ur smile is sweet enough for me. u can choose dun want to talk with me but i hope can see u smile everyday. that is the only thing i wish.
this few days my heart is all worry about u,xue yin is get in sick alrdy. i hope u will take a good care for ur self, i really sad if i know that u get sick. but i cannot do anything.
maybe u feel regret to study in here,but for me i feel so lucky n had made a right choice to be here, coz if i'm not study here i will never meet u.

u become stranger to me

i has long time didn't update my blog, busy is only one of my reason but the main cause is i have nothing to write. unconsciously, i have been get back to my school n started my semester 3 at 2 week ago. this sem u have a new impressive to me, u r so qute although u have change ur hair style. many time that i hope to stand infront n tell u :"u so qute n beauty". but i failed to do it. i felt that u change after the holiday, u become stranger to me. somebody told me u have boyfriend alrdy. but we still can be a best friend right? whatever that happen u will be the girl that i care, i dun hope u will concentrate on me but i just hope that can know everythings about u. ur life is not simple like a glass of water, how colourful life that u have is depend on what colour pensil that u use to draw in ur life. i hope that i could be one of the colour pensil that u use to draw ur life to be more colourful. i will stay here to share all ur happy or unhappy with u. but i only hope to get only 1 reward from u. that's ur smile, till now i havent see u smile at all. just hope that this stituation will change n we return to as usual.

真的是这样吗?

March 7, 2009
今天很难得可以睡到九点多，或许是因为睡得太久关系吧，觉得有点呆呆的。今天我一整天都坐在房里做练习，因为下星期就要考试了。 不知道为何对这次的考试没什么信心，可能是因为之前的那件事吧！到现在都还没完全的恢复以前那样。或许有些事变了就是变了。
过完下星期就可以休息一星期了，但却不觉得有什么值得开心的。或许是因为知道放假过后回来还有更多的事等着我去做吧！为什么这个学期会让我觉得那么累呢？真的有喘不过气的感觉…..
这段时间我了解到其实这世上根本没人可以清楚的知道什么是爱情，因为每个人对爱情的看法都不一样，可以说只是有些人对爱情的看法是一致吧了！很多女生都希望自己的爱情能像童话故事里那样浪漫，她们很希望自己会是故事里的那位女主角。但在现实世界里又会有几位男生能够像里面的男主角那样呢？
或许女生的心对男生而言是一辈子也搞不懂的事物吧！其实是男生不了解女生还是女生不懂男生呢？当女生不了解男生的时候男生往往就不在乎，因为在男生的心里女生永远都是他们心里的那个傻瓜，笨蛋。所以男生根本就不会放在心上。但女生就往往很在乎男生不了解她们，她们会觉得别人的往往比自己的更好，但她们也是通过外表或别人的口中打听回来的。但真正在一起的时候真的会是将吗？或许会比原来的来得更差。到底是男生迟钝还是女生太过天真呢？

没我的存在

March 6, 2009
十九天了,今天我又过去找你了。今天我见到的你让我放心多了，因为你没有再眼红红的走出来了。你说全世界的人都欺负你，我真的很不同意这一点，最少还有一个永远都不会欺负你的我吧！就在我们谈着的时候我用双手摸着你的脸，突然有种心酸的感觉。因为我感觉到你瘦了很多，我很怕你是在折磨着自己。我们就像以前那样一边谈天一边玩，我也忘了其实我们已经分手了。突然天空下起了一滴滴的小雨。我多想能像以前那样可以开着雨伞来聊天，但你却开口叫我回家，其实我是很不想回家先的啦~！在我回家前你一句：“我现在只能以朋友的身份叫你回家，我已经没权力再管了”。这句话突然把我们的关系拉得好远好远，顿时友谊的那条界线又把我们给分开了。听到你这样讲我也只好离开了。你说迟点就可以让我看你的部落格,但我知道你一定会把某些东西给删除掉的。或许在你的部落格里根本就没有我的存在吧！

没我的存在

March 6, 2009
十九天了,今天我又过去找你了。今天我见到的你让我放心多了，因为你没有再眼红红的走出来了。你说全世界的人都欺负你，我真的很不同意这一点，最少还有一个永远都不会欺负你的我吧！就在我们谈着的时候我用双手摸着你的脸，突然有种心酸的感觉。因为我感觉到你瘦了很多，我很怕你是在折磨着自己。我们就像以前那样一边谈天一边玩，我也忘了其实我们已经分手了。突然天空下起了一滴滴的小雨。我多想能像以前那样可以开着雨伞来聊天，但你却开口叫我回家，其实我是很不想回家先的啦~！在我回家前你一句：“我现在只能以朋友的身份叫你回家，我已经没权力再管了”。这句话突然把我们的关系拉得好远好远，顿时友谊的那条界线又把我们给分开了。听到你这样讲我也只好离开了。你说迟点就可以让我看你的部落格,但我知道你一定会把某些东西给删除掉的。或许在你的部落格里根本就没有我的存在吧！

why why why

why why why!!!!!!!!!why so many problem in my life?? has i over worries about it? haiz....dun want to think too many la! just let it be. haven't til the end i still got the chance to win!!
maybe all the problems will be solve at the end. coz nothing really is impossible de!! i wanna to make another miracle in my life!!!