do u think u r very clever ? have u ever consider about us? i think ur brain r empty or full of rubbish! u didn't realize that no one can understand what u r teaching in class! u only know always cancel class without any reason! rely on u only one way for us, die! but whatever i also have my ways the survive. i will never get worse in this subject just because of u! is not worth!
today i received a call from an accounting firm. she told me that their firm decided to hire me as trainee n no need have a interview. because i have been go n ask in d firm before. actually i'm really interest in d firm, coz sure i can improve my lousy english in there.is a good chance for me. but the call was came too late. because i alrdy sign with another firm.

你是我的眼

如果我能看得见
就能轻易分辨白天黑夜
就能准确的在人群中牵住你的手

如果我能看得见
就能驾车带你到处遨游
就能惊喜的从背后给你一个拥抱

如果我能看得见
生命也许完全不同
可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的
都不一样

眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白

人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天

我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮了帘
忘了掀开

你是我的眼
带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼
带我穿越拥挤的人潮

你是我的眼
带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这 世界就在我眼前

tired n exhaust

recently i just have the feeling of exhausted n tired. what reaction u will when one day u discover that u r wrong in the begin? maybe no one have been thought about this kind of question. but it really meaningful for u to thinking about that.
i started to feel bored every time go voodoo with friends n do nothing in there, sometime i even feel just waste money in that place. but i sure that i will appear in there again n again. because i can vent my tension n sadness in there. but now is time for me to concentrate in my study, because the final exam will coming soon in no more than one n half month.
this semester just only the stupid tamadun islam bothering me a lot. fortunately this is no my main subject. n i also feel that there have something wrong with some of the lecturers, they can always cancel the class without any reason or say a lot of rubbish in class. now then i know only me can help myself. relay on they we only will die ugly in the ended. just see what the result i can achieve in this semester....

finally i find a place to undergo my industry practical for next year. even though there is not offer a high allowance to me, but my main purpose is use this opportunity to learn as much as i can. i dun care how much allowance the firm can offer to me, because i know what the things i will gonna to learn from there is invaluable.

i admit that the feeling for her is still here, but just keep deeply inside my heart. pls do not asking me to take any action again, coz i know the best way for me to settle this deadlock situation is dun have any action again.maybe i alrdy did too much.

i don't know why u always give me a lot of support.

what can i say

n

what can i do

for u

horrible accident

i met a terrible accident just now, just near the ipoh hospital central. when i arrived there i wonder why the road can be so congested like that, the first in my sense is there was something bad had happended. i dull beside the road because this was the accident i have never see before, a row of building collapsed and block the road. i felt shock because of there have a car buried under the rubble,this all cause by the irresposible contractor carry out a job without consider other. i really wish to punch the contractor when i saw him, but i didn't. because someone had help me to do that. i have a unexpressable feeling when i see there still have 2 ppl buried under the rubble inside the car. i tried to throw rock to call the contractor stop demolish the building, but we alrdy feel hopeless to keep alive for the 2 ppl. i feel luck that because have something to disturb me and made me late to go to that place, if not maybe i'm a dead person now....